NOCTICA - Trauma

“Trauma“ by Noctica LISTEN TO TRAUMA: FOLLOW NOCTICA Linktree: Instagram: TikTok: Facebook: Twitter: SUPPORT NOCTICA Merch: Bandcamp: LYRICS The black around my eyes is leaking red Maybe that’s a sign? The ghosts of past reside inside my head Hostage state of mind Cos I’m drowning fires out with oxygen And I’m choking out as I’m losing breath These two letters feel like I’m face to face with death (N.O) No consent but you’ll just pretend I might never break but you’ll know I’ll bend And I’m doomed to repeat every second of this Again and again and again and again Round and round we go My mind is spinning so I will never no How much longer I can take this I’m Tired of saying no And I’ve given in so now Round and round we go Break me apart Vow you’ll never again As I’m put back together Brainwash away my sins At first I was just lost but now I have been found In a cage made of empathy, sense of self, bound Well it’s cold in this war Break the ice with my fall All this blood in the water’s Just the sign I’m looking for uh I’ve been desperate just to find a way out But the best I can do is survive in the fallout Take another second, just learn another lesson, depression’s a chemical based obsession formed inside of this aggression Forcing my hand Was a part of the plan Move the line in the sand Turn each can’t to a can I’m going in circles identity’s broken this psyops the work of no god or a man Trying to find a sense of peace in the violence But the trauma echoes just as loud in the silence My mind’s stuck on repeat with no end Reliving the death of myself over and over again Round and round we go My mind is spinning so I will never no How much longer I can take this I’m Tired of saying no And I’ve given in so now Round and round we go Round and round we go Where this stops nobody knows Round and round we go This stops when I say no! CREDITS Art and Video by Noctica Written, Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Noctica