Artist: Osiah
Track: White Feather
Album: Kairos
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Year: 2023
Label: Unique Leader Records
Genre: Technical Deathcore
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White Feather
I was wrong
My mind is a battlefield of attrition
Sometimes, I feel like I have lived for far too long
So now my life’s an ego challenge to prolong
It’s not enough
My happiness leaks from me daily
Stabwounds on my back
Gifts that my loved ones have gave me
I chase ‘now’
But ‘what ifs’ speak in my mind constantly without invitation they distract from the present time,
until I’m low again.
I’m my thoughts, seek suffering.
But why can’t I just be proud of the man that I’ve become, every challenge overcome, I’m getting
worse.
This world has beat the embers out of me,
I’m just ashes, transmogrify, the fire in me has already died
In this cold world.
How do I restart the flame in a vacuum of hope.
I follow the torch instead held by my brothers,
I fear their flame could extinguish too, Darkness consumes
My anticipated future
I’ll lose my way
Polaris fades as the night sky dies
Erasing legacies
Before too long I fear
That I will give no fucks
And then my lifes done
Submit, give up.
Because, I feel,
like I have lived for far too long
And now, my life’s
an ego challenge to belong
So please don’t mourn me
I pray you smile on our memories
I don’t want to be here
I stay - save the misery
I hope you pass first
Parting will cause you to suffer
I can’t leave you in pain
So I, I stay here
I stay.
White feather for my sins
If the demons win
Thus I, I stand in defiance
Of my desire to leave this lonely battlefield
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