mxmtoon • feelings are fatal (lyrics)

ʚ listen on spotify / soundcloud : ∷ ∷ ʚ buy for only $1 : ∷ ʚ support mxmtoon : ∷ ∷ ∷ ∷ ∷ ∷ ∷ ʚ artwork by : shelliihe ♡ (ꜱʜᴇʟʟᴇʏ) ∷ ʚ support miukie : ∷ links ∷ patreon ʚ lyrics : ♪ i’m happy for you i’m smiling for you i’d do anything for you for you it’s always for you and never for me and i need it to stop so let me tell you please i’m always sad and i’m always lonely but i can’t tell you that i’m breaking slowly closed doors locked in, no keys keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease i need it to stop and i want to be able to open up but, my feelings are fatal (my feelings are fatal) how many times must i keep it inside i need to let go and i swear that i’ve tried but opening up means trusting others and that’s just too much, i don’t want to bother so i’ll keep it inside and bury it deep i know it’s not healthy but you won’t hear a peep though i’m always sad and i’m always lonely i could never tell you that i’m breaking slowly closed doors locked in, no keys keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease i need it to stop and i want to be able to open up but, my feelings are fatal (my feelings are fatal) ♪ ┄✂━━━━━━━━ #ʜᴀᴠᴇᴀɴɪᴄᴇᴅᴀʏ #ɪʟʏ.