Greyhaven - Where The Light Leaves Us

I need help lately And I feel ugly When I am weak Silhouette Starved like my attention A shapeless intervention That I try not to see Please be different now Be different now A question I can’t ignore How does it end? Always chasing the afterglow You’re at it again It’s starting feel like this is it And I wanted you to know We’re already dead In love with a feeling I know we can never get back Paint it black Watchful death in another dream My benzedrine I can’t wake up And don’t even try anymore In my bed Tongue-tied in the morning Thoughts I’ve been ignoring Crawl right out of me I confess And fill my mouth with fiction It tastes like my addiction Until I fall asleep Please be different now Be different now It’s just like it was before How does it end? Always chasing the afterglow You’re at it again It’s starting feel like this is it And I wanted you to know We’re already dead In love with a feeling I know we can never get back I deflect Brand new act in another scene My guillotine It wakes me up I kept it clean I know you’re right No one likes deliverance It’s no surprise My soul is blind I did my time Never asked to see forever It tastes divine To live and die inside your mind