Mimi Barks - SUICIDE [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]

My debut album THIS IS DOOM TRAP is up for pre-order now🩸 #shopify-section-collection Tour Dates #shopify-section-16269481928b349ab4 DEADGIRL Mixtape OUT NOW 🥀 Patreon listen to ‘’SUICIDE“ here: @mimibarksofficial _____________________________ It’s the awakening. The suicide of my younger self. The suicide that leads to awakening. I was in a constant battle with myself. Asking myself If I would be able to ever reprogram my core believes and rewire my brain. When you go through the process of awakening, there are a lot of bad energies and emotions coming up. And what I kept asking myself was: do I want to be able to see, do I actually want to understand. Or would I rather stick to the reality I have created for myself in order to stay suffering, in order to be able to create. Because I believe that I can only create out of pain. I was scared to let my ego go and learn gratitude, learn how to give love to others and myself. I was scared transforming into a new version of myself. ______________________________ credits: In collaboration with ASBO production Shot by Natalya Walker Edited by Max Mason Assisted by George Thomsen and Max Auberon beat KOEN songwriting Mimi Barks production & mixing Mimi Barks, KOEN master Will Borza ______________________________ merch store: #shopify-section-collection newsletter: spotify: amazon Music: apple music: itunes: deezer: follow Mimi Barks instagram: twitter: facebook: VK: youtube: youtube music: Text me 447783760731 lyrics: Everything is dual Like and unlike are the same All truths are but half-truths So what’s the fucking point of even trying What was my trust turns liquid Run down my face like, fuck it Felt a twitch in my chest, kill it I’m so ketted I can’t feel it Can’t let go of the past, fill it And I take my time with it Bitch you drive me out my fucking mind Sentenced to a life in a body that I can’t control Live every day hoping for the last episode Good times, now lead me to my after life Enough SUICIDE I love my life Save me coz I lost control Pull me up or let me go Paradise For once in life Lift my body, touch the sky Hold me back or let me die Yeah my mind drifted Hear it tick, what time is it I take my time with it I take my time with it Yeah my mind drifted I take my time with it I take my time with it I take my time with it Take my time with it Take my time with it Take my time with it I’ve been sleeping on the fast lane tryna let it go Too fast for love yeah got me on the low I’ve been branded by a past life, climbing from below My mind’s a funeral but I’ll never let them know Hell yeah I feel alive I love my life Save me coz I lost control I love my life Save me coz I lost control I love my life Oh SUICIDE, SUICIDE I love my life All paradoxes may be reconciled Light and darkness are the same thing Where does darkness leave off and light begin? Yeow Save me coz I lost control Good and Evil Luck got bad luck in it Who loves me will fade away Who loves me needs to die #TrapMetal #MimiBarks #SUICIDE