1981-10-20 Kundalini awakening you cannot do (PP, East West Center, New York, USA)

...They are not in that power. They are just jumping. They cannot control it. They are not master of themselves. But they think, “Oh, our Kundalini has awakened.” Because here the superego, here somebody has possessed them and they like to think this is another awareness. It is not another awareness. Actually, it is somebody else who is making them jump. Or if, somebody start writing something poetically and all that, he start thinking that he has got some another awareness. That also is ego. Some people start seeing things, like seeing some sort of auras, this, they think it is another awareness. It is also ego awareness. If it is projected more, you start seeing it. If it is through some medicine, like say, or some drug – if you start seeing something that cannot be God’s awareness. One should understand this. Or if you take say, some drugs by which you become drowsy, sleepy and absolutely you feel depressed, that also cannot be God’s awareness. So the things that are not under our power cannot be God’s awa