gilbert & oz || love and pain

“though it’s too much for you to heal, show me your love and hold me near...“ I’m fucking... I’m sooooo... holy freaking shit. how... how do you love somebody so much? to risk your life for his asshole father (he aint even his real father!!! omg gil!!!)???!!!! shoot me pls (..in the middle, where my heart’s supposed to be lol). I guess I have a thing for the “he has waited for him for 100 years to return from the abyss“ shit. Also, best gay romances are never tagged “shonen ai“, I swear, thats why I miss the greatest shit all the time T_T also I’m usually so good at predicting the plot, but hell if I could get.. ALL THAT, I went to wiki and literally yelled “whaaaaaaaaaat“ cause I think my brain exploded. I’ve read he cut off his hand for him in the manga... the fuck, I cry, help me. the reincarnation.. the the i cant... i’m out all the info is at the end of the vid as usual:)