to build a home

[CC for lyrics & voiceovers is there, please watch it in HD!] please read the description for more infos on the fanfic! ♥ ~~~ Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection. Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone. God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different. On the day of Jimmy Novak’s funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it’s killing him. ~~~ This is an edit of the fanfiction “To Build A Home“ by intothesilentland Link is here: ~~~ it’s done. I’ve read this fic recently and it had me tearing up, it was so beautifully written, the angst, the pain, the grief and the happiness. I just had to edit it and I hope it’s good enough - this fic really held impossible standards, and I tried to do it justice. I apologize in advance for the placement of the quotes from the fanfic, regarding the CC. during editing I havent thought of it, SO I’M REALLY SORRY but I’m on my sixth breakdown today and I didn’t want to change everything all over again. ~~~ all material aint mine and is used for creative purposes #destiel #deancas #tbah #tobuildahome #fanvidfeed #spn #fanficvid #fanficedit