Trigger Warning**Very Emotional life update

Hey internet fam. I wish that I didn’t have to make this video but I’m somehow hoping that it’s cathartic for me, and will help me start to move forward. It’s been quite obvious for several weeks that I have not been okay, and all the messages asking me what’s going on started to get under my skin. Not because I’m annoyed but because I share just about everything with you guys and keeping this inside was eating at me a little. So. If you can get passed my emotion and wiping boogers on my shirt, here’s a life update. I’ll try to update when I can. Thanks for your support and understanding during these times! Extra shout out to the trolls who cannot wait to thrash me for this! Xo Ash