Somewhere To Call Home - “VOID“ * Evangelion AMV * ft: Meredith & John of VCTMS

Merch: Lyrics: I don’t know where to start, I guess I’m sick of always feeling like I’ve come so far what’s it like or be happy or be someone else at this point it’s getting darker I can’t see myself in a dark room this is lifeless, and it’s getting hard to live a life without a purpose Is there more to life or am I wasting mine I guess it never enough to fill the hole inside an Insatiable fuck Take me away for every word that I leave to be unsaid I think you’re better off dead I think it’s all in my mindset Misery my only friend, I’m always home to welcome you Open wounds and padded rooms won’t dull the ache, what else is new I don’t recognize my self in reflections I guess it’s true, I never learn my lesson And I know I’m not sane But ill do what ever it takes To show I’m nothing like you Low life, Miserable life we share The only thing I have left are blank stares Hollow, Empty from the start You tore my world apart and you killed the last bit of good in me like I’m not enough or what I used to be I despise reflections staring back at me I see the emptiness and I can’t look past it Commit me. Take me away For every word that I leave to be unsaid Misery my only friend I’m always home to welcome you and open wounds. I don’t recognize myself anymore. Staring into this void thats mirrored myself to blame. Locked in a burning house A vessel built to break Anchor made from my mistakes I feel this guilt It’s crawling in my skin I’ve been living the same way Every single day L’appel du vide, I am the call of the void motherfucker Here I am I open up myself again Just to see What I’m really made of I think I’m losing it I’m not good enough Over and over again I’m not good enough Just let me sink I think I’m losing it Over and over again I’m not good enough I think I’m losing it Over and over again Written and produced by Somewhere To Call Home Lyrics written and performed by Alex Wheatley, Meredith Henderson and John Matalone Recorded by Randy Pasquarella and Tyler Shoemaker Mixed, and mastered by Cody Stewart Video: Gren Nyqvist