iidem - agoraphobia (visualizer)

listen to REFLECTION pt.1 on every available platform FOLLOW IIDEM: inst: vk: spotify: FOR BUSINESS: @ LYRICS: I remember world in colors that do not exist I forgot how clear air in my lungs feels All that’s around are four walls Enclosed, secluded in my safe space I become extinct in the eyes of profiles of my friends I’m home alone, I’m secure in my bed My apartment’s ceiling is like a dome A little cage I’m trapped in Kinda short on food, but that’s ok, a diet wouldn’t hurt me From the window’s sight this world doesn’t seem so worrying It’s painful to exist, so I stay here until i disappear There’s so much that could hurt and it’s just safer not to feel Do I count as a human? Is it human to yield to your fear? Oh, it’s so exhausting to figure out, so I just stay her