Tove Lo - Grapefruit (Official Music Video)

Tove Lo - Grapefruit (Official Music Video) Dirt Femme Out Now 🦂: ❗️TW❗️ I’ve tried to write this song for over 10 years. I know I haven’t talked about it a lot in interviews or even in my music which is my most honest place. I guess I had to find the right way to share the feelings and the vicious circle of behavior I was stuck in. I’ve been free from my ED and my body issues for a very long time but they did take up too many of my teenage years. I’m not sure why I wrote this song now. Maybe the 2 years of stillness brought back memories, maybe I needed all this time I’ve been free from it to be able to look back without feeling pain. One of the many feelings I remember is needing to crawl out of my own skin. I felt so trapped in a body I hated. I wanted a video that portrayed that, and Lisette and Toogie knew exactly how to create that with me. It was honestly really hard putting myself back in that headspace but it was necessary for me. I’m gonna let the song speak for itself now ❤️ Director: Lisette Donkersloot Production: Co Imposter Executive Producer: Avtar Khalsa Head of Production: Todd Ruhnau Line Producer: Alberto Caruana DP: Nicholas Wiesnet Production Designer: Wesley Goodrich SFX Artist: Chelsea Delfino Wardrobe: Annie & Hannah Make-up: Nick Lennon Hair: Preston Wada Creative Director: Charlie Twaddle Choreographer: Teresa Toogie Barcelo Location Manager: Alex Dominguez Post Production: B-Movie Italia Post Prod EP: Andrea Biscaro Post Prod EP: Matteo Stefani Editor: Mattia Levi Color: Ethos Colorist: Kaitlyn Battistelli Color EP: Natasha Sattler Color Producer: Nat Tereshchencko VFX: Exchanges VFX Executive Producer: Luca Loschi Producer: Letizia Sala 3DCGI Supervisor: Marco Negri VFX Supervisor: Mirko De Angelis Lyrics Counting while I run the tap I’m on my knees Choking on my hands all night In my sleep Counting all the calories Now get ‘em up Body positivity Help me out The swans of ballet Their skin and their bones That’s not me I’d die for my love though Break, break till I wither away What I see is not me What I see is not me 1 2 Grapefruit How am I back here again? 3 4 lose more I know my mirrors are lying 5 6 hate this Take back the body I’m in What I see is not me What I see is not me 1 2 Grapefruit Wish I could change overnight 3 4 lose more Kill my obsession please die 5 6 hate this How am I still in this fight? What I see is not me What I see is not me Sweet girl you’re so disciplined Now keep it down I don’t like my measurements Won’t make a sound Diana how she guards the clock She’s in control Now why is everyone in shock? You let her go The swans of ballet Their skin and their bones That’s not me I’d die for my love though Break, break till I wither away What I see is not me What I see is not me 1 2 Grapefruit How am I back here again? 3 4 lose more I know my mirrors are lying 5 6 hate this Take back the body I’m in What I see is not me What I see is not me 1 2 Grapefruit Wish I could change overnight 3 4 lose more Kill my obsession please die 5 6 hate this How am I still in this fight? When I’m hurting Every time I have a bad day Then everyone gets lost But I’m learning Every time I feel out of place That you’re all I’ve got 1 2 Grapefruit How am I back here again? 3 4 lose more I know my mirrors are lying 5 6 hate this Take back the body I’m in What I see is not me What I see is not me 1 2 Grapefruit Wish I could change overnight 3 4 lose more Kill my obsession please die 5 6 hate this How am I still in this fight? What I see is not me What I see is not me #tovelo #grapefruit #dirtfemme