2024-06-04 _ BSFDRIVES DE _ RECALLING digging more and more childhood _ was NOBILITY AND TZAR-RELATION hidden deliberately?

AUCH DEUTSCH, diesmal aber streckenweise nur auf Englisch, ich weiß noch immer nicht, wie ich mehr Interesse wecken kann. ENGLISH ALSO: The Youtube title is going as follows: “2024-06-04 _ Still a nurse from my infantry out there ? ALSO INTERESTED ABOUT NUCLEAR?“ Das Haupt-Thema kommt in der Überschrift erst am Ende, ein Groß-Teil des Nachdenk-Videos ist in Englisch, denn ich möchte an zurückliegende Möglichkeiten meiner Jugend anknüpfen (das Interesse war bis 1974 dabei eher international besetzt), heute würde ich erst wieder einige Zeit benötigen, körperlich zu regenerieren (wenn ich wieder bessere Nahrungmittel mir leisten kann keine Illusion: trotz offener “Hilfe zur Teilhabe“ wurde ich hier wieder seit 2020 auf ALG-II-Niveau (Hartz-IV/Bürgergeld) mit Riesen-Finanz-Nachteilen umgestellt; besonders auch wegen der langen “Hilfe zur Teilhabe“ - in der Tat seit 2011 bis heute in 2024 - dann natürlich schon bei völlig “leeren Kassen“ ... :-( - wenn ich auch auf Englisch “publiziere“, so sollte allerdings EIGENTLICH das Interesse an meinem “Wohlergehen“ eigentlich zuerst einmal hier in Mitteleuropa zuhause sein (denn immerhin hatte man mir früher diese seltenen “Mitreisen“ gegeben, als Kofferträger und mit Nächtigen auf dem Boden oder auf einem “Not-Behelf“). My kind of “Germanic English“ goes (no electronic translation-helper used this time): the topic of today is with the “red tread“ or the “main issue“: seeing in the newspapers “published“ on the internet (searched with Goggle) and asking myself it that is really TRUE?, what is going on apparently? Regarding my new “discovered family line“ that is still in the “detective mode“ ... is there really is an recognized “danger“ that deliberately there had been “a hiding“ going on? Therefore this question arises for me: is there still personell (maybe a nurse from the infantry from of old still living and willing to communicate) that could give me “proof“ by her matching “insider knowledge“ that my birth REALLY had been (being so-called premature) in NEW YORK, there in the hospital called Memorial? ... that being “somewhat“ in 1967? TO TRIGGER INSIGHT-KNOWLEDGE THIS HINTS: I had been with a “lost“ in the railway or in the “tram“ “in between“ ... and then being re-introduced. Having worked now for month in recollecting my memories and searching the “picture collections“ of the internet... I also find enough proof to explain “somehow“ the way of my first months in this unknown nursery “by insight only“. Thankyou very much for your interest in my not very much NOT PRIVATE ONLY affairs... not known to me if there had benn an open scandal back then? Or was it happening more often, that children had been lost from nurseries and then re-found an nurished again in that place, ANOTHER INSIDER-TRIGGER: putting off “the black“ put on “in between“? For me it is never too late to “start again“, hopefully you my “not old age“ is no stumbling stone for your interest :-). that being no real humor-sign but rather sarcastic “smiling“ about the youth-ideas of the so-called “German“ labor market of today in 2024... I am “residing“ here in a German Federal State, it is near the NORTH RHINE WESTFALIAN border, with diasability, but with no disability checks at present (even having apllied several times), please regard this as an information only, not a legal complaint against the state, because IMHO that would make my situation “not better“. . N. in June, 3rd 2024 E-Mail: breslau-friends _ at_ GMX net ... BUT IMHO email is nor working all the time.