In this video, I want to share my story with you about why I stopped dancing ballet professionally. I talk about the fear of leaving ballet after dancing for 20 years, the fear of losing the identity of being a ballerina, the fact that I struggled with depression, nihilism, and chronic back pain in the last years but also just overall thoughts about the ballet industry as a whole.
As much as this video was hard to make, I hope this video helps someone out there make a big career or life decision. Thank you for watching and for your continuous support!
TIMESTAMPS
00:00 INTRODUCTION
02:54 MY STORY - Careers, Dreams, Depression, Back Pain 私の経験 - キャリア、夢、うつ病、腰痛
10:09 WHY WE WORK - MONEY 私たちが働く理由 - お金
12:11 WHY WE WORK - PASSION 私たちが働く理由 - 情熱
13:55 WHY WE WORK - HELPING PEOPLE 私たちが働く理由 - 人々を助ける
16:40 WHY WE WORK - PURPOSE 私たちが働く理由 - 目的
18:28 WHY WE WORK - STATUS 私たちが働く理由 - ステータス
20:36 MY STRUGGLES - HOW TO LET GO OF YOUR ATTACHMENTS 執着を手放す方法
23:41 REGRETS 後悔
24:24 EXPOSING MY DIARY 日記公開
26:13 THANK YOU ありがとう
🙋♀️ABOUT SAYAKA WAKITA
Born and raised in Japan, Sayaka studied ballet in Canada and Belgium. Afterward, she danced as a principal and soloist ballerina in more than 30 countries, including Germany and Russia. In 2023, she graduated with honors from Harvard University and is currently an entrepreneur.
🌸脇田紗也加
愛知県生まれ。カナダ、ベルギー•アントワープ王立バレエ学校卒業後、ドイツ・ドルトムント国立バレエ団やロシアを初めとする、30ヶ国以上でプリンシパル兼ソリスト・バレエダンサーとして活動をする。2013年に米国ハーバード大学を成績優秀者として卒業。現在は起業家、大学講師として様々な活動をしている。
REFERENCES
Simonton, D. K. (1991). Creative Productivity Through the Adult Years. Generations: Journal of the American Society on Aging, 15(2), 13–16.
CONNECT WITH ME
💻 Website/Newsletter -
📸 Instagram -
🐦 Twitter -
❤️ Youtube -
📸 PRINTS FOR SALE -
1 view
117
31
6 days ago 00:10:07 3
Why I Don’t Expect a Windows 10 Apocalypse
1 month ago 00:50:35 2
Why This Russian Drone Developer Isn’t Impressed by U.S. Tech
1 month ago 00:41:28 1
Deep Heart Class: The Paralytic. John 5:1-15 2025-05-09
2 months ago 00:04:51 1
Gary Moore ~ Nothing s the same
2 months ago 00:10:24 1
Rust | Early Access | Gameplay, Part 7 - WHY SO SERIOUS?!
2 months ago 00:10:15 1
Maria Daines - Ain’t You The Man [Relaxing Blues Music 2020]
2 months ago 00:03:29 30
Pink Floyd - Cluster One cover
2 months ago 01:40:21 1
Огненный шторм над Японией. Демилитаризация по-американски.
2 months ago 00:05:29 1
Can We Just Talk? | Indie game about lost love |
3 months ago 00:06:52 10
Rentarou’s love speech with ENG subs | Hyakkano/100 girlfriends
3 months ago 00:04:08 1
Why Timothee Chalamet’s Acting Is Different (Video Essay)
3 months ago 00:03:48 1
OFFICIAL Somewhere over the Rainbow - Israel “IZ“ Kamakawiwoʻole
3 months ago 00:04:25 1
The Chronic Chills of Narnia - Toon Sandwich LIFE
3 months ago 00:00:39 1
[Kids Poem] Introducing My Family | World Mission Society Church of God
3 months ago 00:08:03 1
Armor-piercing blade made from a sabot projectile.
3 months ago 00:14:46 1
Андрей Разин - Синий Гудзон, я в тебя влюблён.
3 months ago 00:06:28 1
Maria Daines ~ Sundown Blues
3 months ago 00:28:09 1
Let’s go down the Reform Rabbit Hole
3 months ago 00:03:37 1
Molly Nilsson “Obnoxiously Talented“
3 months ago 00:23:10 1
Why I Hate Bill Gates
4 months ago 00:14:37 1
🔴 As US Cozies Up To Russia’s Economy, Putin’s Call With China Just Changed Everything
4 months ago 00:25:49 2
Look at This Plastic Bottle Garden – You’ll Regret Not Knowing Sooner!
4 months ago 00:32:29 1
ОНИ посылают нам сообщения гравитацией?
4 months ago 00:03:09 5
A Day To Remember - Make It Make Sense (Official Audio)