Royal Deceit - ILL (Official Lyric Video)

ROYAL DECEIT present their new single ’Ill’, out now on all streaming services. “This song is about the downward spiral one goes down when a mental illness starts taking over and affecting every part of a person’s inner being. This ultimately leading to the person questioning what triggered the descend into darkness but never reaching the answer which then leads to self-doubt, anger and hopelessness.” - Royal Deceit Performed by Royal Deceit Written by Royal Deceit With assistance from Chris Kreutzfeldt Produced by Chris Kreutzfeldt, Tue Madsen, Royal Deceit Video filmed by Jonas Larsen Video edited by Jesper Malmsiø Larsen Royal Deceit is: Mathias Rønde-Uldall Jessen Jesper Malmsiø Larsen Alexander Jacobsen Simon Drachmann Please consider following us at our socials: LYRICS An uncontrollable urge To self-sabotage I’m a ticking timebomb That is ready to blow I feel like giving up on me I’m in a slow decay Taking a toll on me Grab a robe, Tie the noose Or swallow a pill I know I’m mentally ill I’m not gonna make it Oh god I cannot take it I’m not able to cope Oh god I’ve lost all hope When did I become so empty Where did I get left behind Cause I feel I’ve changed Yeah I’m not the same I’m not the same Where did everything go wrong What the hell have I become Now I can’t explain How I lost my way I’m so unstable What a terrible curse It’s only getting worse Taking over my mind And Leaving only hurt I feel it adding up I’ve fucking had enough Make it stop Make it stop Make it stop, stop, stop Let the black clouds cover the sky Make it stop, make it stop Let the black clouds cover the sky All of common sense will die All of common sense will die All of common sense will die All of common sense will die All of common sense will die When did I become so empty Where did I get left behind Cause I feel I’ve changed Yeah I’m not the same I’m not the same Where did everything go wrong What the hell have I become Now I can’t explain How I lost my way I’m so unstable I feel so ill It’s a mindset I can’t kill I feel so ill I cannot kill this It’s a mindset I can’t Kill I can’t Kill I can’t Kill I can’t Kill It’s a mindset I can’t fucking kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill When did I become so empty Where did I get left behind Cause I feel I’ve changed Yeah I’m not the same I’m not the same Where did everything go wrong Go wrong What the hell have I become Become Now I can’t explain How I lost my way I’m so unstable