Multifandom | Happy Little Pill

« everything is the same and everyone just sad » _____________________________________________________ Umm started this video a long time ago.. it was a very unusual period in my life. I don’t know how to describe it, but I felt lost. and i didn’t know what to do.. at all. and one day I stopped myself and asked, “why are you doing this, do you really want it?“ and the answer was no. and then everything got worse. I always thought that the depression in the TV series embellish. I never thought you really feel this emptiness inside and you don’t give a damn about everything. it’s just you and your thoughts all alone. you don’t want anything and you don’t want to change it. So this is 1 of 2 videos i started back then. And we won’t see the second, cause it’s hard for me to finish it. I just keep it how it is, because i don’t want to ruin the memories about the time when i worked on it. This video ( that i’m not going to finish) is really means a lot and i can clearly see myself through it and feel