ellis - what i know now (official video)

ellis - what i know now listen: pre-save / pre-order the album: out april 26th, 2024 directed and edited by justin singer dp: mack calistan follow ellis: youtube: instagram: facebook: twitter: tiktok: @ellis_songs website: lyrics i set out to make something honest you laughed at me when i said it out loud and i did my best to keep my promise but my voice was just a whisper in a crowd and i guess i felt bad that i wasn’t being grateful i didn’t think i deserved the chance you took on me and i didn’t realize that when i signed that dotted line i was giving away a part of me that i wanted to keep and it was too good to be true and i wish i knew what i know now i know just what i’d do if i could redo it all somehow and i remember the knot in my stomach and the long and lonely walks with headphones on crying in the booth, i couldn’t help it i started to hate all my own songs and after the fact you called my feelings arbitrary you said that i was both too specific and too vague you wrote that there wasn’t anything to latch onto and i was gasping for air between a couple of cliches and it was too good to be true and i wish i knew what i know now i know just what i’d do if i could redo it all somehow and i want to know what more did you expect from me? under the control of some old dudes from mississippi and it was too good to be true and i wish i knew what i know now i know just what i’d do if i could redo it all somehow and it was too good to be true and i wish i knew what i know now i know just what i’d do if i could redo it all